its always my fault
I’m so sick and tired of everything being my fault that I am always the one to blame. Im sorry I can’t be a fake two faced person that I only have one face and am as blunt, honest as I can be. But even being as honest as I can be I still get in trouble and the people that are two faced never get in trouble, its whatever I am so fed up and annoyed that I am always pictured as the bad guy. You will always have that image of me I can’t help it, I won’t be fake I refuse.
Being judged based on my family and not the qualities of who I am is such bullshit, I can not help who is my mother, father or sister they are who they are. Judge me for who I am and content of my character you will see many qualities that are rare, I am so fed up and annoyed. I have honestly reached my breaking point I used to be so much happier and so much less stressed when you were not a part of my life, I hate drama I hate family fueds but I am sorry your family is so fucked up. Allowing the child to bring his girlfriend over and have her for the weekend and then they get caught red handed doing drugs and not give him a punishment in any form, its like rewarding your child saying yes thats fine bring your girlfriend over have sex make your brother sleep on the ground (even if he pays rent) and then cook and clean for her make her feel like a queen.
I don’t have a problem with you, its our families that cause all the problems and you know what… I always said its whatever I’ll be okay. But Im lying. This DOES bother me and I can’t continue feeling this way. I rather be single and depressed again rather than dealing with this.
